this is a story of a girl.
she was allways happy outside.
but was she happy inside?
sadly. no.
she always goes to school with a big smile.
very cheerful. always laugh and play.
but inside her heart is broken into many many pieces.
she always cheer her friends up when they are sad.
but she cannot seem to cheer herself up.
she did not tell anyone that she was sad.
in fact. nobody believes that she is sad if she tells her friend.
she cry herself to bed every night.
hoping and praying that tomorrow will be fine.
but tomorrow is always the same old day.
waking up everyday and putting a fake smile is like acting to her.
everyday she would go "1,2,3 ACTION"
and put on a fake smile for all her friends and family.
she wish she knew what to do but she don't.
she thought of killing herself.
and ending this miserable life.
but is so hard.
everytime she slit.
she saw blood.
she was happy.
but she never dies.
when she let out a sign showing that she was depress.
she says she got pms.
but was it really pms.
or was it for real.
her friends believe her as they knew what "kind" of person she was.
but deep down. they do not knew her at all.
she hide her real self and show her fake self.
she knew that deep down no one know her.
but. do anyone care.
she sometimes wonder why she was born.
or why God created her.
she sometimes wanna just end her life.
are you wondering who is her?
who is the her that everytime put on a fake smile.
the person is...
she maybe just your friend who always joke around. play around.
and seems like the whole earth is revolving around her.
seems like she is a care-free girl.
seems like a girl with no troubles and worry.
that girl is...
